The Mountaintop through the Clouds
You know I have been in a lot of thought lately about God’s plan for my life. Just last year HE clearly showed me what my mission was and HE has confirmed it repeatedly: I am to be a speaker sharing my story and write my book. When HE showed me the sign in the photo where I am praying it was an amazing encounter with HIM.
That day I had cried out to God after seeing two homeless men who were hungry, thirsty, and broken asking HIM if me being a speaker and writing a book was enough when there is such pain in the world. I felt so very selfish but when I got home HE showed me the picture where the sign says “You are now entering your mission field” I was blown away. In reality it was my mountaintop experience. There is no doubt in my mind that I heard this from HIM and before June 7th I would have screamed it from the mountaintops but then Alexis died. This turned my world upside down and was so sudden and unexpected. I have tried to cling to what I heard from HIM and not doubt HIS plan but I do because so many unexpected things happened that weren’t in MY plan. And with that sentence I see my problem: My Plan compared to God’s Plan. God is and has been clear on my mission and what I am to do. What is unclear is the way this is going to happen. Life is a journey and what the Lord hasn’t shown me is the road that will get me to the top of my mountain so to speak.
As I was thinking of this I remembered when I traveled to Colorado last year at this time and looked out at the beautiful mountains. On one cloudy day I could see the mountain tops through the clouds but you couldn’t see how you could get up to the top of the mountain. And I think that is how God works in our lives. He graciously gives us these experiences so we are able to navigate the many valleys in our lives, not so we can stay on the mountain. He gives us the vision or dream but we have to trust HIM on HIS timing and the way he will lead us up our mountain so we can achieve HIS and therefore our dream.
It was really a beautiful picture in my mind.
This photo represents what HE showed me: ))
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